Thursday, February 16, 2012

We Live in a Fake World

I was just standing on my bed pretending to do the Lion King hold baby Simba over the edge of the rock just now and I thought I'd write and tell you that I was doing it because it's absurd.  I'm currently waiting to chill with one of my friends.  I'm re-watching Conan.  Oh awesome I get to watch the horrible bomb and recover of the comedian they had tonight.  It hurts. When you watch things that are embarrassing, even if they aren't happening to you, it still feel embarrassing and you want to hide your face.  Like he gets off on this weird tangent and when he realizes its failing he just goes, "That's not even part of it, it's cool, we're having fun." And no one laughs except a couple people laughing uncomfortably.  Then he will have a good joke.  The best in the whole thing and then he just has a weird pause of silence after the audience stops laughing.  He really just needs to work on his timing and his audience reaction reactive-ness...

Good moment.

Bad, bad moment.

Oh that's better.

Yes, end on that note. Just walk off stage and let them remember you this way.

God I want mac n cheese.   Extra cheesy.  with Taco bell sauce and hot dog slices.  Fucking delicious.

George gets so caught up in the dramatic situation and does really stupid stuff.  I am ashamed of myself.  I have set a food curfew for 11 PM and I have failed at it every night.  But I think it's ok because I think I am legitimately hungry.  I haven't eaten since about 7:30 so it's ok. I forgive myself and that is the most important thing.
I've been thinking about going through all my clothes and getting rid of a whole bunch. Speaking of! my pants ripped the other day.  It's on the inner thigh but not too high up and it's not super noticeable yet so i'm just gonna not worry about it.  I don't have the money for a new pair of jeans anyway. But I do want some bell bottoms.  If I sell some more of these books.  When I go back home for Spring Break I'm gonna take whats left of the book I haven't sold on amazon and take them to 2nd & Charles.  I love that place.

I'm gonna be a shady old person.  That crazy lady that all the kids tell stories about.  I'd love to be in ghost stories haha.  At the same time I don't if I want to be scary crazy or just cool weird crazy.  Definitely the latter.

Poor Jerry.
Kramer is the best though. I miss my fishtank.  It's gurgling and bubbling added so much good chi to my room.  I need to buy more incense and candles too.  I love to mix and match scents to create amazing combinations.  Woo! I just bought some online.  They were out of my favorite (again -_-) but I bought one of each of the other flavors they have available (only three kinds) and I am super excited to receive those in about a week.  (0_0) YAY!

Song of the day is Changing by Saosin!!!
I first saw this video while sitting at the desk about two years ago.  I love songs that have moments of silence in them.  It's such an incredible build up of energy and then the explosion of sound right after.  It's beautiful. It's like a quick surprised breath.  That intake of air.

Well I guess it's about time to hit the ole dusty trail.

Soaringly,
Mav

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