I'm realizing I need to save a lot more money. I mean, not a lot I guess, because I will find a job, but every little bit will help. My birthday is coming up and my family is asking what I want and honestly I don't want any things. I would rather have the money to move. Though I think my brother is gonna get me a record player which is awesome. They were all confused as to why I was leaving. Everyone expects me to have a job lined up or something. God! It's called living. Taking chances, even if they're kind of crazy. I don't want to skirt through life doing easy things. I want to struggle. I'm not worried about finding a job. I have enough money to last long enough for me to find one. They picked on me about picking Colorado. Saying the only reason I'm going is because of legal weed. Which is not true, but I wouldn't expect them to know. The major difference between them and me is that they are sort of home bodies. And I have to get away. I don't want to live in the same town as my family forever. I want to go somewhere totally new where I don't know anyone and live. It's simply a perk that weed is legal. It's not like being somewhere it's illegal would stop me from smoking it anyway. I'm ready to be done. I'm close.
Electric Feel by MGMT
Mav
21 days
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