I Struggle

Struggle to deal
Struggle to heal
Struggle to understand my feels
Struggle releasing my pride
Struggle overcoming my shame
Struggle admitting i still feel pain
Struggle with time
Struggle with distance
Struggle with letting down my defenses
Struggle to forgive
Struggle to forget
Struggle to remember what it all meant
Struggle with insanity
Struggle with fear
Struggle making this come out clear
Struggle with morals
Struggle to play the game
Struggle accepting things can never be the same

Sonnnnguh guh guh

Guilt by Nero

So I love this song, and I've loved it for several years. I wanted to share it with you; so I looked up the official video as is my preferred method. I had never seen this video until today and I don't care much for it. I didn't think it did the song justice. Maybe I just feel too much emotion into songs that are meant to be vapid and shallow, but I can't help it. The music is good. It makes my body move. It feels. It grinds.

Here's another version, no video. So you can actually experience the song. Turn it up loud. Put it in your head. Take off your pants. Get in the mirror. Dance around. Feel it.

Guilt (feat Alana) by Nero



Mav

Offputting

I direct you down the dark path
My finger crooked and bony
Let you see the secret places
Twisted and so lonely

I let you hear the sithly song
Angry and defensive
Leave you out to dry so long
True interest tested

Ill let you make your decisions
Even let you walk away
But when you turn to look for me
Dont trust me to stay