I Struggle

Struggle to deal
Struggle to heal
Struggle to understand my feels
Struggle releasing my pride
Struggle overcoming my shame
Struggle admitting i still feel pain
Struggle with time
Struggle with distance
Struggle with letting down my defenses
Struggle to forgive
Struggle to forget
Struggle to remember what it all meant
Struggle with insanity
Struggle with fear
Struggle making this come out clear
Struggle with morals
Struggle to play the game
Struggle accepting things can never be the same