Kicks like a Shotgun to the Face

It's just a stay up late kind of night.  I feel as if I have been really productive.  I will soon be starting a vlog.  Where as this is pretty much just whatever the hell comes into my head the vlog will be more about what's actually going on outside and what I actually do.  I'll try to have guests whenever possible.  But that is in the making at the moment and I will let you know when that is up and running.

God you forget how heavy some movies are.  Hotel Rwanda is on right now and I had seen it before and remembered thinking it was great. Very powerful.  But my mind had conveniently forgotten all the more brutal bits and now that I am watching it again it's just like God! take a breath!

It's a good night.  Do you ever have those night where you just feel like you are exactly where you are supposed to be. Doing exactly what you should be doing.  And thinking just what you need to be thinking. Because I feel that way right now.  It's really nice.  Kind of a sigh of relief because who doesn't worry about the future? I know if I haven't worried about it (because I'm really not a worrier) then I've at least wondered about it.  I mean How much does it matter?

God it's so damn embarrassing as a white person to watch this movie.  They are so horrible. WHat would happen if they just evacuated everyone? If they just all came to America, the UK, Australia, or whatever and all the people left, what then? It's not really plausible I don't guess. This movie really sucks you in. Horrible.  when they are driving and they are going over those bodies.  Just horrific. I wonder if anyone else is watching this movie right now...

OMG!! I just went to the machine to get a drink and lately I've been drinking a lot of Mello Yello cause that's normally what they have and on this machine it said vault was one of the choices.  Now there hasn't been Vault round these parts in at least a year.  Which is devastating to me because I think I had an addiction.  Vault is pretty much just the modern version of Surge in the 90's.  So This machine says vault and right above that is Sprite.  I hate Sprite.  I drank it a lot when I was a kid because my older brother, Seth, drank it all the time and I thought he was cool so I drank it too.  But I was worried that there wouldn't be Vault but was hoping it was Mello Yello and praying it wasn't Sprite and I hit the button and out pops a beautiful Vault.  I got so excited! I ran back to my room and HAD to text my brother, Ian, who also loves the drink.  And I didn't actually expect him to reply, but he does and all he says it, "Well I'll be a son of a bitch..." For the record: It's delicious and I don't see why you took it off the shelves.
Honestly, that first drink was so good.  I felt like I was relapsing.  Ever had that first hit of something after a really long time.  I swear I think I was addicted to Vault.  I used to have it every day.  And I remember if I didn't get one I felt like I needed to have it.  Maybe that's why it's not marketable.  It's so good though.  I'll be sad if this is the last one ever.  If it's not I'll be sad when my stash runs out.  I fear how long it will be until the next awesomely addictive soda.

mmmm it's soooo good.

Song of the day is A Horse with no Name by America!  This is one of my favorite songs.

Satiated,
Mav