Missing

It's what was wanted all along
And only now it shows
So one sided in the dawn
How now the embers glow
Broken bridge near washed away
Inner strength neglected
A million words never to speak
Personal flaws reflected
Trust reveals weaknesses
When wounded it leaves scars
Journey winds quite a distance
But it was written in the stars

Realities In Slumber Filter

Im deaf to the world
The world is deaf to me
Maybe we're all deaf
Cause we play our music so loud
To drown out the crowd
Blocking out all the sounds
So we can live in our heads
Until we crawl in our beds
Where our fantasies ignite
And it feels so right
Until we wake to the light
Of true lifes fright
And we reach for our buds
To make it to the night

Gingerbread House

A row of cookies on a sheet
Each exactly like its brother
They look around
Turn a frown
They can't tell themselves from the others
To make it easier
One breaks off
The corner of its crust
They all agreed it was a good idea
And crumble themselves to dust

Giblee

little ant inside my lamp
moving round and round,
silhouette says, "I live here"
but you never make a sound.
is it hot where you live
so close to the sun?
you steal away into the shade,
yet, alas, the day is ne'er done.

Rant On People #38

I don't like this idea of introverts and extroverts. I don't think its real. Its like saying there are only men and women with nothing in between. I'd say everyone is in between. What all humans need is balance. There are lessons in both extroverted ideas and introverted ideas. We all need time to ourselves to appreciate ourselves and our own passions and desires. You may not feel like you need to do this but it is beneficial to everyone. Just like being social and going out and putting yourself out of your comfort zone benefits you as a human. You need both. Being more into one or the other doesnt mean that you are that and need conform yourself to those ideas. There is no shaped hole that perfectly fits your peg. We are all human. And we all need to be challenged to be better by ourselves and others. And it probably wouldnt hurt to cut back on labeling and separating everyone into groups that could grow into a religion and then in 500 years we will talk about how we've always been at odds. Humanity doesn't need more walls separating it.

Play This Message

Play this message on repeat
Stand up on my own two feet
Make an effort to give a shit
Don't let stresses make me fret
Look for the silver along the edge
Don't need to burn every bridge
Learn life is full of choices
Between both good and bad
Darkness brings beautiful perspective
Happiness still feels very sad
Loneliness is a state of mind
With existence so big and small
Time builds strong wise people
But you can't just take it all.

Don't Say I Love You

Don't say I love you
It only brings me pain
Bitters in my mouth
Pits in my stomach
Don't say I love you
How it stings like a lie
Love is full of patience
Doesn't run in fear
Don't say I love you
Can't stand the tinge of worry
That happiness hangs
By tethers of pride