Sunday, May 12, 2013

red walls, black heart

First off I just want to give a shout out to all my readers in Russia! Thanks for the support, y'all are awesome!

I watched this movie last night that I really enjoyed and I am going to make it my Movie of the Week.  It is Shrooms.  The title may sound cheesy, and honestly this trailer doesn't do the movie proper justice.  Watch alone, or with a friend who isn't going to talk through the whole damn thing.  Turn all the lights off and be prepared to inwardly scream at the screen.  If you've seen this movie and think I'm being silly about it, well that's your prerogative.  I loved this movie and was pleasantly surprised by what I saw.  I wasn't sure what it was going to be when I started it, but I'm so glad I did.  So have a looksy at the trailer and you can watch it on Netflix or maybe you can buy it somewhere.

Just watched a movie called "The Ward" and it was much better than I thought it would be.  Its "horror" but I think it's more psychological thriller personally.  I enjoy the ending.  It a top notch flick so take a look.  I'm not gonna go into too much detail because I don't want to ruin anything.

In case any of you haven't noticed...I like scary movies.  Ones that play on the mind.  If your mind isn't working then how can we know that anything works?  I don't mean working in the sane, insane, productive, lazy sense, but in the active sense.  Do you question things?  Do you fight against what seems like might be real?  Do you challenge norms?  Not to get too soap boxy but that's what I mean. I'm in a movie mood.  How bout another?

I'm giving up smoking cigs and it really sucks.  It's been 48 hours and I have been moody and weird. Part of that may be because I'm on my period, or I am a woman, or I just like to be emotional, but not smoking probably doesn't help.  I am just gonna go cold turkey because I didn't smoke all that much (about 7 or so cigs a day) but it's never too early to quit.  I know I probably wont never smoke again, but I don't want it to be a habit.  I don't want to get into my car and want a cig.  It can be social or something.

I should really be doing schoolwork.  I just do not care.  I try not to be moody and depressed about it, but I just hate it.  Maybe it's this place.  Maybe I'm lonely? Maybe it's not so surprising that on the inside im hurting because I'm not very good at letting people in.  I tend to write things off unless I see them for myself.  At least when it comes to love.  If I love someone I'll never believe that they really care for me until I see it for myself.  It's just something that seems too good to be true.

Blah.  Hate for a post to end like this, but I don't want to leave it open for another couple days while I find new things to bitch about and discuss.  So here it is.  My honesty.  My weakness.  My heart.

Merry Go Round by Kacey Musgraves

PS: Song of the Day and Movie of the Week pages are fully updated!

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